Currently 3:30am here and I've just woken for the 3rd time tonight and this time it was from a horrid nightmare.
I'm starting uni at 9am today and I think I'm in overdrive with how stressed I am. The nightmare has freaked me completely out
It's based on my university staircase, I'm coming down and I'm about halfway to the ground floor. Out of nowhere, this younger boy and his friend are rushing, but the younger boy is clearly going to be too late and is getting closer to me with his hand over his mouth and his friend beginning to panic. I scream in terror and run away from them back up the stairs to find someone else doing the exact same thing!! By this point I can hear the first person v* and the second one about too. Then it's full on panic in my dream and I'm screaming feeling utterly trapped and freaked about it.
I wake up and the invasive thoughts are in overdrive and I'm convinced I'm about to catch something myself at uni (which was already a fear I had about going today)
Now that I haven't slept well either I just know I'm going to have a crappy day I'm sorry for being graphic but it helps get it off my chest.
This fear is all consuming at times.