I completely understand where you're coming from about overreacting to others getting sick. I do the exact same things! I shut my eyes, cover my ears, shake, and just want to cry. A few months ago when I went down to Georgia to see my cousin return from Iraq, the whole family stayed in a hotel. My two little cousins had passed a stomach bug between them, and I was SO worried that my little brother was going to catch it and be sick in the middle of the night. I got up about every 10 minutes or so, and went for about a 20-30 minute walk. It was so difficult for me to sleep, as I just kept thinking about it. Then suddenly, my brother sat up in bed, and I went into a full-blown panic attack. I said things like "Zane... are you okay? Zane... Zane! Lay down! Zane, Zane!!" He obviously wasn't totally awake, and eventually laid back down (whew!). He never did get sick, so I felt like quite an idiot for getting all worked up over nothing. But anyway... just thought I'd share! It was comforting for me to hear stories of others who behaved like me, so I hope you've found some consolation [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]
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