Hello.. I've had problems with this fobia for 5 years now. My whole college life. Unbelievable. I'm not going to write the whole story, just the piece that bothers me at this moment. The hardest time for me is at night. I'm terrified of waking up due to n* and of the need to v*. It doesn't happen to me very often that I wake up in the middle of night, but when I do and when it's not because I need to pee, I always get frightened and don't sleep for few hours. I'm just too afraid of the possibility that I'm awake because I'm going to v* that I actually start to feel n*. I'm able not to sleep the whole night. That mind... so powerfull and we use it to hurt ourselves Do some of you have the same problem?