Today has been rough for me and I'm not really sure what's up but I just really need to vent about it right now.
So I woke up after a restless sleep, feeling gassy like I have for the past week or so. I ate some eggs despite feeling sick, but it didn't help. For hours after that I have these waves of d cramping pains, and general queasyness. I developed a headache as well and felt all around extremely anxious, but I went out anyway and tried to just deal with it. I got somepoutine and tried to eat a bit despite feeling sick to my stomach. I thought it was helping a little bit, but then I had d and started to feel extremely queasy. I took immodium and went home, feeling like I was gunna v. I took some gravol and got ginger tea and eventually the feeling calmed down, instead replaced by this horrible burning in my stomach. I took an acid reducer and ate a piece of toast and now my stomach is finally starting to relax. My anxiety is still high though, unfortunately. I just feel so hopeless right now. I know I shouldn't overthink it but I can't stop wondering why this happened to me and if it'll happen again and if something is still wrong with me. I've been crying on and off all night and I just can't keep myself distracted. I hate this phobia.