So I'm lying in bed this morning, thinking sbout getting up for college, when my sister gets up and goes to the bathroom and V****s. I was surprisingly calm about the whole thing though. She got up and ate breakfast, but then she said she felt really ill, so she went back to bed. I'm really scared now though, I can't get ill. If I catch this in a couple of days time, I'll get it when I'm at work on my own. I keep thinking about stuff, like how much time I spent with her yesterday, did I touch anything she'd touched and then not washed my hands? I hate this so much, I'm so scared.
\"You are beautiful, no matter what they say \"
\"Too many Years, fighting back tears, why can\'t the past just die? Try to forgive, teach me to live, give me the strength to try\"