I've been doing so well lately. I've been reading this forum for years but didn't join until tonight (gives a little insight on the seriousness). I know I have a sv*, it's been going around work and what I'm experiencing isn't anxiety n* or d*. My whol abdomen burns. I'm so terrified for tomorrow too, I'm supposed to open and work my 9 hour shift alone. I feel like garbage, haven't slept and have to be at work in 4 hours. I can't do it, I'm 90% sure I'm going to call in sick. I alternate from chills to being too hot. I know I won't get fired if I call in, I was feeling sick before I left today and was sure everyone knew. I'm the manager at my place of work so no one can replace me and no ones even available to do the front end work tomorrow. I'll feel sooooo guilty being the reason we shut down for a day. This is my greatest source of panic. I feel like customers and everyone will hate me. I keep getting cramping and it makes me so nervous. I can't deal with this there's nothing or no one to help me cope and I'm tempted to cut. I'm so afraid. I need help please