I hear you. I've had this for as long as I can remember. I thought that when I had my own kids I would magically get over it. People always said, oh, when its your kids, it's different. Yea, they're right, it is different...it's more terrifying because I can't escape them! I don't know how I'll survive all of these flu seasons with my kids! I'm considering having one more and I'm just not sure I can handle another potential sick person!