Re: My life is currently sh*t
Believe me, I can relate to so many of your feelings. Have a look at some of my recent threads here, you'll see that I too was suicidal over the last few days. But - and you'll hate me for saying this - things do get better, before it happened to me, I was just about ready to punch anybody who told me that, how could they be so ignorant, what did they know - but it really is true.
I just want you to know that my PM is open, and I'm always a listening ear should you want to chat - I've been through depression myself, I've had three suicide attempts, suffered from severe health problems and I know just how bad this phobia can get, just how much it can fuck with your life. I almost dropped out of college, and I did lose all of my friends, including my best friend of eight years, because I could no longer face to meet up with him - the phobia was too intense, it gripped me.
Anyway, just consider me here to listen, relate and understand - and most importantly of all, please don't hurt yourself. Believe me, it's really not worth it.
The frog has retired. Occasionally he reads PMs, when he isn't hopping around happily from one lily pad to another. He wishes you all the very best, and hopes that you find the archive of his posts informative.