Ok... this sucks.. I've felt sooo bad for days, which of course, sets off my emet bad.. Ugh.. I am breaking down and going to the doctor this afternoon, I have to have some antibiotics. But first, I have to take my mother's old dog, bless her heart, who is old and really sick to the vet this morning. I'm so anxious about it, I hate being closed up in that little room with old pitiful, stinky dog (I just bathed her, but still) normally, I do ok with that, I love all our animals.. But today, since I feel so bad anyway, I'm really dreading it.. I hope we don't have to put her down today. I just can't handle it right now. That and work is piling up on me, I have deadlines... Just whining today, thanks for listening. Yesterday I was n* much of the day and didn't eat, but I'm not as n* this morning, so I made myself eat and egg sandwich... Just hope to get through the day without a panic attack.