So tomorrow at 7 AM, I go in to get the anti-anxiety medicine, and at 8 the surgery is scheduled.
I'm nervous as I've never been sedated before, in my posts, of which I'm sorry I posted so many. This is just really stressful.
I'm mostly concerned with the fact that I can't sip or drink water to calm myself.
When I am most anxious, I tend to breath sharply and r** from all the intake of air. I know if I practice breathing exercises I'll be okay.
Also, the feeling of the drugs and being put to sleep. I'm afraid that will make me n** and g** and make it worse.
Also being put to sleep and waking up with gauze in my mouth just sounds like one big g** fest.
I'm fine when I'm home, it's just being infront of strangers when I'm an emet is so hard.
Also I'm so worried my gag reflex will flare up even with sedation.