I'm seriously worried there is something wrong with me. I'm 27/f and have never had a proper relationship before. I used to do the whole "casual" thing or date people but it would eventuallt fizzle out or they would cheat (that happened a few times)..and I am pretty fearful that my past is going to stop me from trusting someone enough to completely give myself to them. I know this is deep and profound, but I am honestly surrounded by so many couples and people getting married that it's making me a little bitter and resentful. Having emet is only a tiny issue compared this. I want someone who I trust enough to TELL THEM about my emet. It had never even occured to me to open up that much to someone before..but I actually want that now.