I've tried very hard to relax this weekend, but it seems like I can't. I barely eat, feel weak, and there's so much in my mind that my head could explode. I work in a primary school as an administrative assistant (for those who haven't read my previous posts). I'm rarely in direct contact with the kids but a lot of them come to my office to hug and kiss me from time to time. I really love kids, and I feel guilty to say this but I'm so afraid to get sick. This thought won't leave my mind. I keep imagine myself feeling n* at the office etc. It scares the hell out of me. And I know that not eating is not good for my imune system but I'm to scared to eat normally.
I would appreciate some support ...
Hope you're all having a good day.
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