I hate this phobia so much. I've been doing a little better, sv doesn't seem to be in my area much and I've been feeling a little braver. Then I pick my daughter up from school and the teacher was talking to the mom in front of me because her kid was complaining of stomachache. From the little I could overhear it sounded like the mom was called just to give her a heads up but he obviously wasn't sick in the classroom because he was still there. Plus one kid was sent home with what sounds like (according to my 4 year old) a bad cold/sinus infection and 2 other kids were absent. I know none of these may be sv related but my emet mind is messing with me and I'm convinced my daughter is going to catch it now. I have my oils diffusing and sprayed her coat, shoes, and school bag with Lysol, but she refuses to change her clothes. I know I'm being ridiculous but I feel so anxious now. Emet sucks. ☹️