The whole incident of my hubby being sick over Christmas really
pushed me to the edge. I've been in a dead panic since, I've hardly
slept or eaten, I've just been a bleaching, cleaning machine. And I still
don't feel safe. So I bit the bullet this morning and got the ball rolling
on finding a psycho-therapist who can help me. They've got my
insurance info and are going to call me back in 24-48 hours to set me
up an appointment. I'm really excited about getting some help with
this. My husband and kids deserve much more from me than I'm able
to give them, and I'm hoping I can eventually become the person I so
desprately want to be instead of the person I am. Please wish me luck
in this journey, and I'll keep you all posted on how things progress.