Hi everyone. I'm brand new here. I searched this site last night while desperate. I've spent the last 24 hours taking care of my 2 yr old with the stomach flu. While I hid my anxiety pretty well from her, I was still an emotional wreck on the inside. To make it worse I'm just about 12 weeks pregnant. I feel as if all my stress and anxiety has hurt the baby. My heart rate would sky rocket and I could just feel all the stress in my body. Also I hardly ate yesterday. I love my daughter so much but I just hardly wanted to be near her. I feel like a horrible mother. I hate that this phobia had to be a part of my life. I even told my husband last night that I would have to stop at 2 children because of it. That doesn't make him very happy. Again I just feel horrible and need some support because not everyone understands this phobia and how much it can affect my/our lives.
Also, any advice on how to prevent me from getting it in the next few days??
Thanks in advance.