Re: Why me why now :(
I think it sounds like anxiety more than a bug. I know I've had periods where my anxiety gets worse and I would think I was sick when it really was just anxiety. Perhaps take a look at your life as in anything causing stress and your diet. I'm not with LAnn on rosary and prayer, but I'm an atheist. Suppose if you are a Catholic, it may make you feel better, but I think working on getting your breathing and mind under control in an anxiety-driven situation is most helpful of all. Therapy and medication, usually just temporary, can be helpful for many. I have personally yet to find a med that works well for all my issues. Right now I take it for the OCD mostly as it does seem to work well for that, but less so for anxiety and even less so for depression. It's all very individual though, so one med may be great for one person and bad for another.
"And though she be but little, she is fierce"~Helena, A Midsummer Night's Dream