My emet started when I was 8 years old and my mother had fp. I heard everything. I heard the sound of the v going into the toilet. I heard her crying to my dad that she needed to go to the hospital because she felt like she was dying. She bawled and acted so miserable. She made him carry her to the car. She sounded so helpless. I was scared and shaking in my bed after hearing that.

I remember always being afraid of myself v after that, then it turned to being afraid of any v from anyone.

I am unable to v in a toilet due to the horrific sounds I heard. I will never do it. I haven't v'd in about 12 years, thank God.