Last night I was burping like crazy and my stomach hurt and I was crying. I知 a teenager who has IBS and everyday I think something is different and worse. Today is another terrible day. I woke up and I went to the bathroom and I pooped almost like dirreah poops. It really scared me. I致e also been super grumpy this morning and not hungry. It makes me really scared. Everyday just keeps getting worse and worse and affecting aspects of my day that I love and I need some reassuring words of happiness. On Christmas I couldn稚 even be happy because I was associating all my gifts to how bad I was feeling. This is really ruining my life and I don稚 want to take this anymore. I keep associating things that I love with negative things. Like I got a shirt I致e wanted for a long time but I知 too scared to wear it. Having emetophobia is hard enough but I don稚 even know all the symptoms of it or all the feelings of IBS