I have a family. A baby boy, 15 months, and a sd going off to college this summer. Emet is controlling my life and, somedays, I just want to die. Not really... but I just want it to end. The emet, the anxiety, the constant fear...
I just found out that im pregnant again. Im an idiot. I used our method of tracking my cycle and I guess I ovulated late last month. Im contemplating abortion. Am I aborting because of this horrible phobia? Am I aborting because financially we cant afford another? 9 months of fear of ms. 9 months of uncomfortable plus a toddler who wont understand. He would love a sibling. He will also be fine without one. I was. Yall, I need help. Have any of you gotten an abortion. I also have a strong faith so I know this pregnancy is God’s will. This is tearing me up inside.