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  1. #1
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    Mar 2015
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    Default Anxiety wins part 1000

    Hello I haven't been here for a long time because I have been fine until recently. So I was accepted to stay for one week at my dream university and take a class there. It's an intense program but I thought I was able to handle it since my anxiety has been good. I had my medication with me so I thought nothing could stop me. Well I was wrong.
    Ever since I heard that people get sick from eating at the campus, I been worried about eating. So I only ate very little because I was afraid of the food there. Not only that but at night was also horrible because I could not fall asleep and my anxiety was very high at that time. I guess I should mention I have never been away from my parents so maybe that's why it was so high. Eventually I just feel anxious throughout the whole day to the point where I just gave up on day 4 (there were 10 days) and went home. I basically messed everything up thanks to my anxious. Tomorrow was suppose to be my ceremony but instead I am here just letting my anxiety beat me again. I am now afraid to try anything new because my anxiety will show up again. I am so mad at myself because I had people who were willing to help me but I left like a coward. I hate this phobia soooooo much it makes me wanna scaream. Sometimes I wonder if all this anxiety is ever worth it. Thank you all forr reading.

    TLDR: Went to take a course at my dream school for a week but I felt nothing but anxiety so I decide to leave the program and now I feel stuck.

  2. #2
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    Aug 2018
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    Default Re: Anxiety wins part 1000

    I have been in that situation before, i remember one time I quick a free trip to a beutifull island... buttt in another time I was able to ignore my anxiety and I did what I wanted.... anxiety 500 vs. me 1

  3. #3
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    Default Re: Anxiety wins part 1000

    I am glad you were able to enjoy that trip. Life would be so much easier without this fear.

  4. #4
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    Apr 2017
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    Default Re: Anxiety wins part 1000

    Anxiety ALWAYS wins for me . I’ve been trying to not let it though .. I always wake up with negative thoughts about the day . I also get a “gaggy” feeling

 

 

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