Long time no see guys! I’ve been busy trying to get better. Even when I think I’m going to lose it, I calm myself and I’ve come to realize that it’s the small victories. Not the big ones. I’m just very proud of myself. Recently my husband was sick. I normally lock myself in a room plugging my ears with the windows thrown open. Instead I was there to comfort him after he came out of the bathroom and offer water and a nice back rub. It’s not a ton, but it’s better than running.