My dad definitely has some kind of sv* because he has a 102.0 fever, aches, stomach pains, fatigue, weakness, everything except v* (he may have had d* a few times, but I was afraid to ask). I'm too scared to go to sleep and wake up sick. I am so exhausted, it's that time of the month and I'm crampy and tired but too panic-stricken to sleep. I really can't deal with this anymore! I know there are so many people in the world who are a lot worse off than myself but this is just so frustrating. My family is very supportive but I know that they really don't understand my fear. My mom thinks it's time for counseling but that scares me too. I can't see fighting the fear without actually v*ing and I don't think I'll ever be ready to do it. I hate this. I don't feel very well but right now I'm blaming it on nerves and my period. I know that there are so many phobias in this world but this has to be one of the worst ones. I feel like crying[img]smileys/smilies_16.gif[/img]
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