I'm kinda half and half with the idea that it was something I was born with.
My emet *became* emet if you like about 3 years ago when I was exposed to someone v* in the corridor at school At that point I realised that one day I might have to v* in public and it wasn't until then that I had a problem but even before then if my mum was ever ill I'l lay in bed crying cos I was scared. I've also always for as long as I remember checked sell by dates. And my whole family always thought it was strange that at such a young age I had to check the dates before I ate anything.
Maybe the 2 aren't connected and I was just worried for my mum. And I just...checked dates because I wanted to be safe but I'm not sure...
Another idea I had was that my dad has said he used to be an emet...to some extent and even though I didnt live with him long maybe I kinda picked up on it?
I just wish I knew.
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