So the time has come already that my mother and her partner are going away on holiday abroad for a week,and im left here alone.

I do not deal with being alone very well at all and im REALLY scared to the point of tears as she will be away on thursday,I dont know how I am going to deal with this at all its going to end up putting me into worse depression that I feel like I am already in.

I dont have anyone else around here who I can turn to while she is away, I am begining to get a little freaked out at the fact of something happening while she is away.

Im sorry for this rant/vent im just not sure who else to turn to with this situation and find that the closer it is the worse im feeling..

I really wish there was someone around who understood ect but there isnt especially since she is going on holiday,I dont know how Im going to be able to deal with this.

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