My relationship with emet is really complicated and has many different components. Here are a few...
1. Control. I have serious issues with being in control of myself because I have a background of having little to not control over my surroundings. As a result, WHATEVER I can control with my body - I attempt to control. I have learned that I cannot control others and that I must accept that, but I can learn to control myself.
2. Breathing. I have bad allergies and I am afraid to choke on my own V*. I am just scared I won't be able to breathe or catch my breath.
3. Germs/ Illness. I am really scared of getting sick. I don't have great health to begin with and I cannot afford medical treatment, so I am petrified to getting seriously ill. My family does not tolerate illnesses well either and I know I will be on my own if I get seriously ill with anything (I have a serious medical condition that they pretty much ignore). I don't like germs and I hate illnesses. Not only will being sick make me uncomfortable, but I know it will make others uncomfortable while they are sick. I don't like knowing ANYONE is uncomfortable!
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