sorry for my bad spelling! Last year on october the 10th (i wish my memory wasnt this good) i felt very sick and ending up with my head over the toilet at work. i went to the doctors to find out what was wrong and they said i had gastritis. i continued to feel sick for the rest of the month (i even went on holiday to ibiza feeling sick, that was the worst plane journey of my entire life!). so i went back to the doctors. they then tested me for stomach ulcers etc but it all came back negative. by this point it was near the end of November and i was still ill. i'd lost 1 and half stone and was looking very pale and ill. my sister had had something similar and she was given anti-biotics so i demanded them off the doctor. i took them for a week and it mostly cleared up the symptoms. though even today i still get bad stomach pains and bad wind pains. it turned out i had had glandular fever at this time. but the doctor said the stomach problems i had were not really symptoms of glandular fever. so she referred me to the specialist. i went to see him on monday. he said he was concerned that i was not putting the weight back on asked me how often i was sick. During this whole illness have not been sick once, touch wood (except for when i had the stomach flu two weeks ago) but that doesnt mean i don't think im going to be when i feel nausous.
anyway, my reason for writing this is that the specialist wants to do an endoscopy to find out whats wrong with my stomach. he said he also wants to do a biopsy of the lower bowls or something (thought it might not be there as he didnt mention anything being put up anything if you no what i mean). I'm PETRIFIED. i cannot do this. i asked him whether i could be sedated and he said i couldn't i asked him about retching and he said everyone who has this done retches. but what if im sick? im so worried about it, its made the problems with my stomach flare up again. i was just wondering if anyone here had had that done and could tell me what it was like, or reasure me maybe.