This is my first time on here and i just recently learnt of this horrific phobia. It dictates my life in everyway and I am constantly thinking of V. While i am freaked about myself v*ing, it is more so by the 10 fold of others v*ing. it has peaked this year (I am 17) and now for April vacation I am going to see my sister in Illinois and i am scared out of my mind. I am so afraid of someone throwing up near me or even just on the plane. this trip is two weeks away and I have no idea what i should do. My mum might get Paxil for me but still, what if it doesn;t work? Oh my god please help, I cry as I just think about it.