Starting To Feel Like A Huge Pannic..

[violet]

..Attack, And its really really really scaring me.

As some of you know last night I wasnt feeling to great and felt n* with something or some kind of lump in my throat and its a little dry at the back.

I still feel n* but am managing to eat through it but regret it after eating it, It comes in waves and my bowels feel off..

I feel tired and shakey cold and just general crap at the moment..

So im due on in a couple of days as well,but its sometimes late so it might not even be that,Im just starting to get really scared about this,because I feel like I could be s* and well no!!!!!!

Does anyone know what this could be?

Ive tried settling my tummy with lemonade eating and ive been out for a walk today I have my motilium around,but something just doesnt feel right =(

xxx

[purpleteacher]

Have you called your doctor? It sounds like panic, but being all stressed out and panicy right now might not be the best for the baby.


Do keep us posted! *hugs*

[hippychick]

What baby? OMFG Violet what didn't you tell me? [img]smileys/smilies_02.gif[/img]I think she said she is due on, like as in her period? Ok the nausea today and yesterday is more than likely to be anxiety and hormone related. Plus I know your sleeping habits are all up and down lately and that can make you feel like s*** too. I hope you feel better soon honey


xxxxxx

[violet]

((((((((((hippy)))))))))) Thankx =)

lol no Im not due as in baby, Im a lesbian lol,thats scary stuff for me

It hopefully is just ny period its begining to really annoy me,as its so strong when it comes on then goes again and lets me forget till it comes back with a bang..

Slightly confusing for me,so my anxiety just hits the roof as its out of the blew..

*Sighs...

Thankx for the support anyway purpleteacher =)

xx

[purpleteacher]

When I saw "due" - I thought "baby". Okay - I feel stupid now.

[violet]

No need to feel stupid hun =)

Just glad of your support anyway

xx

[purpleteacher]

I also don't have a period...at least right now (yes, I need to see a gyno STAT). I always called it "The Curse" or "Aunt Mildred".

[violet]

total curse hun, I mean mine have never really been on time but seem to get worse as time goes by the more pain..

Are you ok at the moment hun? Going for tests?

xx

[purpleteacher]

total curse hun, I mean mine have never really been on time but seem to get worse as time goes by the more pain..

Are you ok at the moment hun? Going for tests?

xx

I have never really had a regular period, well - kinda, but not really. I'm 23 and not sexually active. I remember the last pap I had with blood work scared my PCP and he recommended I see a specialist (I had no measurable estrodial level less than 3 days before my period) - that was in 2003.


I went on Depo last year and had 2rounds of it before I couldn't afford it anymore and my period just hasn't come back. It could easily be a complication due to my eatingproblems, but it could be something else.


I know my PMS is out of control and totally ruins my life, so not having a period (for whatever reason) has actually left me feeling better. My PMS literally makes me go CRAZY! The headaches and the pain and the swelling and the nausea and the GI effects and the weight gain and the moodiness and the insomnia and hypersomnia and the list goes on forever - just makes my period become my worst nightmare. I can't wear tampons either because I get symptoms of TSS within an hour or so of inserting them (I used to wear them regularlly and then had to stop suddenly because I started getting violently ill --- I was so sick I had to leave college classes praying I wouldn't pass out before getting to the saftey of my own dorm room).


I am really scared to go the gyno and I don't have insurance right now either. I know something is wrong - but what that something is, I don't know. I haven't had a period or bled (besides a little spotting) since maybe September or August (around the time my last Depo shot was due whenI was taking it regularlly). Something tells me I am not fertile or "stabily fertile", which is okay, but still frightening.