I have to admit I am a severe emetophobe.
I thought I was getting better, as in, I was able to talk about v* and other choice words relating to it. And if people pretended to gag (like the "oh gross *gag*) I was able to overcome it and laugh about it.
However, today some kid v* water & later I guess he v* other stuff (he did it multiple times but by then I had curled up and was ramming my face into someone's body and screaming & trying to hide) right infront of me through a tennis court gate (he was inside and I was outside) and I had a panic attack and had a rather melodramatic episode and people were just looking at me as if I were mad! (Well, honestly I would have had the same reaction if I saw myself.)
And after that I had my friend (who was making fun of me the whole time) guide me while I shut my eyes closed to the parking lot where my car is
Needless to say, I want to die right now not from embarrassment but from what I saw today.