Hey,
My Dad committed suicide when I was 10 years old and my sister was 6 because he thought we would all be better off without him and his depression. He was very badly wrong, it's affected my entire life. Being young doesn't make it good or easy to live with. Reach out and grab help, I know how exhuasting this all is and how hard it is to keep fighting but you can do it honey, don't think those girls would be better off without their mum because it just isn't true.
xxxxxx
Be courageous, believe in yourself, and be the best woman you can be. I'm with you all the way.