Hey
Well in 9 days I go to London and I'm staying with my friend who I will actually be with on the Sunday, not the one coming up but the one after. I'm pretty freaked anyway what with the travelling and being away from home. But trying to keep calm. Until she texts me yesterday and tells me she is sick with a stomach bug. This thing follows me around for sure.
A lot about this trip will be stressful, I'm meeting my online friend Michelle for the first time, I'll be away a whole week, I have no money LOL And now Clare is sick. Rationally I do know that I probably wont catch it but I'm still freaked at the thought of staying in this girls house. In some ways I see it as contaminated.
This trip is a really scary, difficult thing for me. How do I make it easier? And what about food/cutlery/plates? In my house I have my own. Weird I know but it worked out that way when we moved and I like it. Clare btw knows nothing of my emet. Michelle does.
How in the hell do I make this thing easier? Lately my anxiety has eased off but this is so...much, and with her being sick too. She missed work today because of it and it freaks me out so much. How do I mentally prepare?
Be courageous, believe in yourself, and be the best woman you can be. I'm with you all the way.