When I sit and think about what life would be like with no fear of v*, I can actually feel my spirits rising rapidly. It must be the way lottery winners feel when they see their numbers come up. My career path would be totally different. (I'd probably have gone into nursing) I'd definitely have had more children. I wouldn't dread winter. So many things would have been different. And knowing that emet is the reason they're not.....that IS sad!