hi


i would say sad aswell cos yes it has ruined my life and at the moment i think it has had a very bad effect on my childrens lifes i am leaving my relationship partly because of it and also thinking about leaving my boys with their dad as he can probably look after them better than i can at the moment and give them a more stable upbringing please do not judge me for leaving my kids it will kill me but if it is better for them then that is what has to be done


lyndsayanne