I feel both sad and isolated... I've been dealing with this phobia for a long time now, and it has never affected me like this before. I used to be able to go out and do things, I just didn't eat. Now for the past 3 months i've been totally isolated from my family and friends. I just sit in my room and wish that I could magically get better. I really want to enjoy myself, but now i feel sick everyday and refuse to leave my house unless I'm going to work(which sometimes can be really hard to do as well..)