i'm feeling n* nearly everyday, and i'm ALWAYS CONVINCED that
i've got a s*v* even though i've felt the same n* every day for ...
too long. : / it seems that i'm always complaining of feeling ill when
i'm with my boyfriend. i won't want to do something because i feel
sick. and he'll get irritated and reply "you ALWAYS feel sick!" (which
is fairly true). he feels like i don't want to be with him and am making
up excuses. then after the n* passes, which it always does, i'll feel
bad for making us miss out on some activity or for leaving to go
home because i was so afraid i was going to v* if i left the house. i
don't think he really gets it. at the same time i feel like i should
probably honor his feelings and "suck it up a little." : / stop being so
stand-offish.
how can i let him in on what i'm feeling/my dilemma/fear and
convince him that it has nothing to do with my feelings for him?