I really hate how this probia can just evolve to something for worse then it was before.
I had an exprience where now I get so excited over something I feel
myself becoming sick. I was about to go to a park to see my favorite
sport, and I was so excited I almost fainted and got sick. It makes me
really depressed because I get so uptight before the event that I am
actually looking forward too.
It's gotten to the point where I could careless about actually doing
the "deed". I'm afraid of getting so excited I get sick and so that
makes me anxious.
In Sept 6, 06. I went to a Yankees game. No anxiety what so ever.
I was comfortable, even with 50,000 plus people. I knew where the
bathrooms were, I even at the food!
But now because of this new, "learned" habit that my body likes to do,
I'm actually petrified of having a panic attack from being over excited.
It starts in the pit of my stomach and won't go away, leaving me loose stools and nausea.
I hate it.
It makes me so upset.
Edited by: roxystar