Hey Neha:
I'm sorry u had to go through that. I think Sage is right. U are being too hard on yourself. Quit beating yourself up, girl. After reading the whole story, which sounds tramautic and probably was, sounds more like a triumph for you to me. BECAUSE YOU STAYED!!!! Remember that. U had a horrible attack, but stayed and finished the movie as terrible as you felt. Hope u are feeling better.
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xoxo Mel xoxo
If you love something,
set if free,
If it comes back to you,
it is yours.
If it does not,
it was
never meant to be.