not understanding why

[joni]

Last night my daughter woke up crying, no big deal, I went and rocked
her to sleep. I came back to bed and my husband was tossing and
turning and I got this huge fear he was feeling sick and going to v*. I
kept asking him if he was ok and he replied yes, he was just tired and his
neck her from the pillow. For some crazy reason I didn't believe him.
That's so terrible of me not to believe my husband. I know he was telling
me the truth but I just couldn't believe him for some strange reason. I
started getting all shakey and couldn't sleep. I kept bothering him to
make sure he was OK. I know he was getting a little annoyed because he
was trying to sleep. I couldn't even be in the same room with him. I
ended up going out in the living room and watching TV and falling asleep
on the couch. I just don't understand why I got that way last night and
why I didn't want to believe him. Everything was fine, he didn't get sick
and felt fine this morning.

Joni

[honeybee]

it sounds like a bit of paranoia kicking in, i can see where your coming from i always scared that people are covering someing up from me when they feel or are going to v*, i feel as ifthey are over protecting me, personally i would rather know so ican getout of the situation as soon as possibel.