Oh, sweetheart, I'm sorry you are finding things so tough, but listen to what the others have said - you have been doing so well and showing such strength and courage in trying to get your eating back on track. The thing is when we are trying to overcome problems we are bound to have good and bad days - it's never plane sailing. But you have been doing so very well, take pride in this.
Sometimes people we are closest to do get frustrated with our problems, it may be that they say things to try and shock us into trying to overcomeour problemsor that they are feeling useless themselves as they can't seem to do more to help. Your mum will also be reeling from all the upset that the arguements with your dad cause, so will sometimes snap and say things she doesn't mean. Don't ever think she doesn't care - it's obvious from what you've said in your posts about her in the pastthat she loves you very much.
Hang in there, I know you can do it. Just take each day at a time for now and try not to let what others say get you down. Sit down and work on your art - express your feelings through it, I'm sure it will help. Take care. x
.•:*¨¨*:•.Tracey.•:*¨¨*:•.
Fall seven times, stand up eight.
- Japanese proverb