Almost v* (a little graphic)

[afraid213]

ive been feeling a bit "off" lately but ive been brushing it off as anxiety and i kinda "force myself to eat..... earlier i had raising kanes chicken fingers and just turned my stomach every which way.. i was feeling a little sick, not too bad but when i was changing, i got a really bad taste kinda in my throat.....im not sure what it was ut im pretty sure i almost v* and now im freaking out and shaking and crying......

[person54321]

It doesn't sound like you almost v*. Sounds like a little indigestion/heartburn. Sometimes when we burp or something you can taste a bit of yuck come up. If you were going to v* or almost v*, it would have been extremely clear. If a little "yuck" comes up, it's not v* or due to illness it's just kind of gross. I've had this happen before, to the point where I actually got bits of half-digested stuff in my mouth (ick). But it's not v*. I can see how it would be frightening to an emet, but I'm sure it wasn't what you think. If you start to v* enough that you can taste it, there is no question what's happening. It sounds like you bent funny or something. I'm sure your n* is just due to anxiety and this probably happened out of being extremely tense.

[afraid213]

idk... i freak out over little things...i start school again tomorrow and idk how im going to handle school from 8am-5 pm then go to work from 6-330..i am under alot of stress lately...my boyfriend has to go back to flordia for the navy on tuesday..we were suppose to go out tonight but i told him it wasnt a good idea to do that....... but i get so confused on whether the n* is from anxiety or if its true n*.. sometimes i can clearly tell its anxiety but other times, i second guess it.....

[olschesky]

i know in my experiences 99.99% of the time my n is really just anxiety. it doesn't always feel the same so i will think "this is it".......but it isn't. try and go out.....chances are you will find some good distractions while out and will feel just fine.........i always remind myself if i go out and still don't feel well i can always go back home......that never has happened....

go have fun