About an hour ago I experienced some stomach cramps, and had to go to the bathroom EMMEDIATELY. Anyway, I had disturbing d*, and a bit of a tummy ache (where your stomach actually is). I had to take an lorazepam, and a gravol (phenagren, whatever). I am totally panicking. I haven't felt like this is so long. When it isn't just anxiety, where the threat of actually v*ing is there. My son is in the tub, and yet I feel paralyzed, I don't even know how I got on here. I feel like I may get d* again. I was perfectly fine 1/2 hour before this happened, like a normal day. Am I gonna get the sv, or what is going on? I need help...feel like I am fading into something I don't want to again.


Crystal