Ugh, I hate emet. I am feeling a bit crummy. Kind of queasy and gassy. Had a small, loose bm. Sorry if TMI. I'm pretty sure this is because I am not eating right, but being an emet, it is making me too nervous to sleep.
It is 3am here, and I'd love to go to bed, but I'm afraid of getting sick. I can't wait to get to the doctor and get on some meds. I'm gonna call tomorrow and see if there have been any cancellations. I need to be able to eat, and in order to eat right, I need to mellow out. I'm pretty sure they will put me back on zoloft.
I'm totally rambling. i don't really expect any response, it just feels better to get these thoughts out there, rather than crowding my brain.
I'm so friggin' tired...l