Has everyone realized that we all put ourselves through the pain of pre V* (lack of better term) I mean I get to the point to where I could kneel in front of the toilet b/c the V* is right there, I get hot, I get extra saliva in my mouth, I get weak...and then I prevent it from actually happening.....I would probably feel so much better if I actually allowed myself to just V*......but I can't so on with my life I go....


Christi