...that v*ing isn't that bad. I know logically it is not, I have v*ed before, and done it a lot when I was sick with svs, and I know its not THAT bad, but the other day I was thinking about those experiences to try and convince myself that its ok and not the end of the world and I kind of freaked myself out thinking about how it really was and felt. I feel silly because I have gotten sick before, but man its just so gross and I wish it wasn't so well, out of control.