Okay I have a wierd little voice in my head at all times saying that since I havent been s* in so many years that my time is slowly ticking . I even get really nevous when people talk about just being s* with the flu or something and they ask me when the last time I got s* (with anything) was and I hate answering because I think Im going to jinx myself or something . I know thats really stupid but I cant help who I am . Do any of you experience this ?