ok so im jus starting to realize that this problem that ive had for forever is
an actual problem. i would jus call it a slight phobia and ive dealt with
it for as long as i can remember, in own way. i had a pretty good way of
hiding it...and i was ok with hiding it. it was never hurting me and i wasnt
skipping meals or not eating certain things because of the fear of gettin sick
and as long as i wasnt doin anything extreme...i was good. but i dont want
to get worse. i wanna tell my mom about this, but i have a history of blowin
things out of porportions. i complain whenever i get a new pimple or split
ends lol..but i kno for a fact that this is nothin like that ive had for this for as
long as i can remember. but i dont think she'll take me seriously.