So this morning I woke up at had to go to the bathroom. It was loose, but not d*. I just had to go once, then I felt fine. I got to work and felt really hungry, so I ate some pop-tarts I had brought with me. Then my intestines started churning. This happens sometimes to me if I haven't eaten for a while and then I eat something (I didn't eat much yesterday because my daughter was REALLY cranky and would not let me put her down). Then I started feeling like I had to go to the bathroom again, so I went. Again, it wasn't d*, just loose but (this is going to sound gross) it had that smell. Not that it ever smells good, but do you know what I mean? That distinct smell when you're sick or something? Now I'm freaking out. My stomach is still churning and gurgling and I feel like I need to go again. Lately I have been rellly good and when I have felt like this I'm able to keep my cool and it goes away pretty quick. But that smell is making me wonder if I am actually sick.


I went to Sam's Club on Saturday and just as I was paying, the cashier asked another girl who she needed to ask to go home. The other girl said "are you not feeling good?" and she said "no, I'm not." I realize that there could have been a million reasons why she wanted to go home (maybe she wanted to go to a party or something or maybe her not feeling good wasn't even her stomach or maybe she was pregnant) but I of course, panicked. As soon as I got to my car I broke out the Purell and cleaned my hands really good. I tried to tell myself that it was good that I heard she wasn't feeling good because it gave me the opportunity to clean my hands before I touched my face or something (I might not have been as careful otherwise). But now I'm scared that maybe I did catch it. Afterall, she was touching my food and everything.


I hate feeling like this! I hope I'm not getting sick!