I am not sure how much more of this I can take...over the past two weeks, I have posted about 5 different v* incidents that have taken place. Well, this weekend was no exception...My husband's grandmother caught a sv* right after Thanksgiving. She had to be taken to the hospital. I went over to her house and spent time with her husband (my husband's grandfather.) because he has dimentia and was confused on what was happening. I wanted to go over there to be with him regardless of the germs, etc. Now I am extremely anxious and playing the "waiting game" once again...I think that there is a reason for everything. I think that there is a reason that all of this has been happening to help me face my fear. Its really hard right now, but I guess that each time it is getting easier to deal with. It is still rough though, sorry for all of the complaining recently...