I was thinking that maybe us emets just weren't exposed toa large amount of people v* as the non emet people were. Maybe growing up,a large majority ofnon emets just saw it a whole lot more than we did and therefore just didn't get scared or disgusted with it growing up. I know I only saw one girl v* in the school librarywhen I was little, then I did it at 7 in school and my mother did it that same night on the side of the bed but I was too young and sickto remember herretching or anything-I just remember her having a bucket and going to the bathroom,too because she had d*. So, I've hadextremely limited contact with loved ones or friends v* near me in my life which is why I think it's very difficult for me to see this fear happen with them or hear them in the bathroom or something. I think the non emets might have seen lots of family members or friends sick, maybe they got sick a lot themselves growing up. I don't know! I mean, I think they still get grossed out by v* but it's nowhere near what I feel when I see it or hear it.This phobia seem so hard tofigure out.