Ok, it all started Tursday or Wednesday at work. I thought that someone at work was ill in the bathroom. I don't even know for SURe if someone was. I just thought that maybe someone WAS. Then the next day, my boyfriend tells me that some of his family (who live almost an hour from here) had started getting sick. Since then, I haven't been able to calm down. We went to a party last night and of course being sick came up as a topic of conversation because everyone knows someone who has had IT.


My boyfriend wasn't feeling well last night. Feverish and stuff. Now he says his tummy is upset. He blames it on stress...He had a rough interview yesterday and has been stressing about it since. So he thinks THAT'S why he doesn't feel all there today.


I've barely been able to eat anything since Wednesday or Thursday. Just not hungry. I get hungry, but food just does NOT appear appealing right now when I go to make anything. I'm just sticking to bland stuff if I eat anything at all.


Ugh, not to m ention my period is coming up and you know how fun THAT can be with anxiety.


This is all so familiar to me. I've been here before. I just can't take it anymore. I feel insanely alone.


I'm so scared. Scared to eat, scared to leave the house. I'm just scared of getting sick. Edited by: melissarene